Whenever I look at the moon... there are many thoughts that rush to my mind...I can't speak about all of them, however.. One day, I remember feeling this :
I wish to be like the moon, all alone, yet, so elegant, so loved by all, so much praised by people all over the world...the companion of all loners... and yet nobody can touch it..feel it. (excluding the science involved) I wish to be like the moon, to be so far away from everyone, such that no one can come near me..m not being a misanthrope..but really, I wish no one could touch my heart. I wish to be so far away and yet among everyone. Talked about, talked with, but still not touched. No, i am not a sadist either, but I have a heart, and I can't help that. All I want is to prevent it from being hurt or hurting others. I am trying, I have been taking steps... no, not to be alone but to make things better...to secure this unsafe heart..however it feels so exposed, exposed to those I love...
Truly, the moon is unique. There can be no one and nothing like it.. Its beautiful, inimitable charm will continue to surprise many.
We all wish to be a better person, or better at something, but God has made us perfect,... all you need to do is, look at yourself from the eyes of the person who loves you. You'll feel like, like you are the best... and you don't need to be any better.
... His eyes, make me feel how beautiful I am; his smile, makes me feel how charming I am; his presence, makes me feel how important I am...I..I, miss him......his firm grip of hands, his silent smiles, his love-filled eyes with that pinch of mischief...
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